Technologicified

I always pride myself on being a kind of chill person. Not much upsets me, although the down side to that is not often do I know how to show my excitement. But the nice thing about this is that I can go without or I can have as much or as little as necessary.

Or so I thought.

It's only been a half day (not even) of being completely cut off from social-networking sites of any kind and already I'm getting a little frustrated about it.

I blocked sites from my computer for finals, and took off the possibility of apps and the internet from my phone, having someone else set the restrictions pass code so I wouldn't be able to disable the restrictions (both of these would not have been possible without a couple of good friends, so thank you to them :) ). I never thought it would be necessary for me to do that, or that it would bother me so much BUT IT DOES.

Honestly this is making me consider leaving my phone and computer for like a month because dang. This is sick.

I love making myself available to people, whether they use me or not I like for them to know the option's always there. You could never text/call/facebook/email/heytell/regular mail me too much. But I think that it's me who's started to depend on it too much and that is just gross.

So basically. I'm just like every other desensitized and technologicified kid out there. And this fact just bothers me too much.

Will I keep this up after finals? Meh. We'll see. For now, I just have to focus all this frustration and energy into studying.