Future Careers

10 page research paper? Definitely still not done. And I am definitely certain I do not ever want to be a historian. Don't get me wrong, history is SO valuable but dayumn. Sh*t gets boring. To me, anyway.

I mean, I go to college so I should be thinking about future careers, what am I going to do with my life, BUT. Who says I'm not doing something now? Half of our lives is spent preparing ourselves for the rest of our lives and that seems... stupid.

I'm doing things now. Not the most productive, definitely not the stereotypical track but it's still life and all that crazy cool kind of stuff. So I don't know, why isn't it considered "the real world"? It's my real world. What am I, 3 dimensional now to become 4 dimensional later? IS THAT EVEN POSSIBLE?! That thought has always bothered me.

But I digress.

The real reason for this post is I want to go into psychology but only if that means I can basically sit around all day and figure out and talk to people. It's really very selfish, my desire for this field because it's more so about how people intrigue than probably how much I want to help people. At least 50/50 I'd say. But then again, psychology is only about as effective as any one individual allows it to be so.. sometimes I feel like it's an absolute waste.
And that I should just go to New York City. And live in Central park, with my guitar, it's case, possibly some clothes and a stick with a piece of cloth attached to the end of it to carry those clothes in (I go for stereotypes and cliches because that's what I love).
Or, L.A. Or Chicago. Maybe even back at home in the cities but I prefer a bit more connection.

And I could just live out my days singing songs to people they will hear or they won't.

Or I could spend time taking pictures of things to show people that there is pretty much something beautiful in every place of the world.

Or I could become a mechanic. Don't think I'm joking, I've considered this.

This is what I think about on Wednesday nights on lack of sleep and tremendous amounts of work.

I'm quirky.

I think.